So tonight's big goal was to tackle taxes, clean off my desk, work on a quilt, go to bed early. Guess what none of those things happened. Instead here I sit with my cluttered desk, files full of stuff to go through for taxes, a quilt in the exact same spot as it was last night, a messy front room, a sleeping house, and I have been reading blogs. Why am I not in bed?.....SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK!!!!
This is what my desk looked like just after Christmas, Yes that is Farmville 2 on my computer screen, and yup my desk looks pretty much the same, only worse. I love my husband for putting up with my clutteredness (is that ever a word). He HATES clutter and I have been trying so incredibly hard to get rid of clutter and be more organized. One day I will be better at it.
While I have my insomnia attacks you would think I would put in a movie and clean and clear out and work on my to-do list instead of working on adding to it. Now that was a funny. I keep thinking that if I can get my blog to look just right than I work on other things, or when I can become a stay at home mom things will be better, but than I change my mind and it is, when we make more money I can afford to be organized.......what I am really saying is I am lazy and have no drive.
I look at what people Blog about and I think "Wow their life is totally awesome and they have so much to say and they sound so smart wow look at how much they accomplished today I think they accomplished more today than I did all month, wow I want my house to look like that. How do they do it"....I wish I had a totally awesome life like theirs, I wish my pictures were cute, I want to sound so sophisticated........oh wait here we go....
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But seriously. In life we strive to be better and get beat down when we do and most of us give up. I just need to make my life sound awesome and take a ton of pictures and start documenting what I have taking pictures of and.......CRAP my to do list just got longer.......